hellooooooooooooooohhhs. ((:

hrmms.
k, sorry people.
if i've vent my angers on you today.
i'm kind of sicked n pissed off.
with... i dont know wad.
really, seriously.
haishhhhx.
i'm too emotional.
and i cant really control my feelings.
sorry okay.
especially, kim.

k, today is quite a boring day.
no laaaa, not all boring.
just okay2.
chemistry, boring.
physics, all fine.
i'm loving physics. ((:
english, boring.
'cause we're all too busy helping the 3e3 students with their debate.
maths, have maths class test.
sooo easy man! but, i shall not be over-confident.
social studies, our teacher was absent.
and the relieve teacher was great laa.
we go in and out of class suker hati jek.
but, did my physics homewerk. ((:

denn have homework time.
and yeah, i felt really guilty to mr. haniff.
gawdddddd, i'm touched.
i wish i can say sorry for the whole class.
ohh my. haishhhhx.

k, gawddd, kim's asleep.
hrmmmmms. )):
hehehh.

i have a mission tonight.
to take back my stolen bike.
HAHAH. lol.
and dat stealer is obviously sooooo stupid.
no offence ah eyh.
curik daripade tingkat empat.
letak kat tingkat tujuh.
who teach? pandai laaaaaaa.
but good la dat the stealer is stupid enough.
'cause i got back my bike.
and i obviously recognize dat is my bike.
eventhough some changes were made.
stupid asssssshooooole.

k, people. one thing.
dont pick a fight with people just for fun.
or whatever it is.
'cause it sucked.
kurang kasih sayang kotttttttt.

k laaaaaaaaaaaaa.
i'm offffff.
syahidah nak hakimmmmmmmm. ((:
boleh....?

' ' 'syakrazy-.

; i scream my lungs out @
9:56 PM

helloooooooooooooooooooooohhhhs. ((:

k, i'm soooo tired today.
today was an okay2 day.
hrmmmmms.

i'm just soooo lazy to blog anything today.
since i've been spending toooo much time on blogger today.
yeah laaa, too bust editing my malay blog.
for my malay class.
and we do get marks.
weeeee~ ((:
well, havent finished editing it.
a lil' cacat.
but nevermind, it'll be okay soon.

and today's IT enrichment.
oh-so-fucking-bored.
really i tell you.
sooo bored and almost all of us were in ebuddy.
some in friendster, and myspace.
we only follow the ferst parts.
the rest all.... GONE.
dreamweaver's kind of boring if u dont know how to use it.
really i tell you.

k, i'm off.
i'm alreadyy sooo sleepy.
but wanna wait for my tahuey.
yessssarrrh! ((:
and kim, sorry about just now.
sorry for being too emotional.
i love you, okay?

' ' 'syakrazy-.

pssssttttt!
let's pinch people's ass.
woooooooo! ((;

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10:50 PM

hellooooooooooohhs. ((:

sry didnt post again yesterday.
was tooooo lazy.

but... yesterday was damn fun.
seriously. lol. ((:
hahahs.
had drama after school.
okayokay laaa.
we had to do planning of script for our drama play.
grouped up with nic, sery, may, clifton n haris.
the teachers left us for our discuccion.
and we didnt discussed.
nic was walking around the class.
may n clifton are talking.
haris is doing dont know wad.
n sery is not doing anything.
and me? i slept.
gawdddd, it was best man.
my beauty sleeeeeeeepp. ((:

den we went for our breaks.
bought drinks.
and HAHAHA!
kim was doing ketok ketampi in the canteen.
lol. ((: laughed at him.
den continued with drama.
we presented the storylines of our play.
den after drama.
slack in school while waiting for the npcc.
den we played captain ball against the npcc girls.
and.. we dont know who won.
ahahah. cause we didnt count the scores.
but it was a great play la.
its been a long time since i last play captain ball.
or even netball.
awwwww, i kind of missed it.

okehhhhhhhs, i'm sooo damn bored now.
i miss kim, seriously.
still waiting for him to come online.
whr is he? haishhhhhhhx.

k, going out later.
with mom and sis.
to dont know where.

i can't wait for september.
teacher's day!
YAY!
seriously.
grrrrggghhs.
'cause.....
I WANT MY HANDPHONE BACK.
okehhs?
my ipod is totally like shit.
no songs inside cause itunes is just sooooo shitty.
dat i cant even insert a single song in.
fuck laaaaa.
at least, my handphone can play songs.
urghhhhhhhs.
please please pleeaseeee, i'm totally bored.

k, i'm off laaaaaaa.
i seriously miss kim sooooo much man.
urghs!
' ' 'syakrazy-.

; i scream my lungs out @
2:47 PM

helloooooooooooooooohhs. ((:

i'm in school.
malay lesson.

okays, i gotta go offfffff! -.-"
be back soooon.
when i get home la.

btw, happy 3rd month to us! ((:
i love my hakimmmmmmm. ((:

lol... lipop.

i'm off.
' ' 'syakrazy-.

; i scream my lungs out @
11:57 AM

and hellooooooooooooohhhs. -.-"

i'm sooo damn fucking pissed off!
withhhhhhhhhh.
well, dat one teacher.
name should not be revealed.
ohh yarh, we didnt put in effort huh?
yeah right.
just fuck off, bitch.
i hate you.
but too bad for 3e1 and 3t2 dat we're disqualified for the debates.
AHAHAH! THANKS TO YOU, IDIOT, BITCH.
we're debating about blogging.
the pros and cons.
and yarh, here i am blogging about someone.
HAHAHAH.
aku happy la seyhh kene disqualified! -.-"
and mr tan.
so much of you supporting your own english class.
AHAHA. THANKS YEAH.
and eventhough i sucked at debating.
it doesnt mean she have to say we didnt put in effort and disqualify us ikot sdap suker hati dier.
pala toooooooooooooooots betol.

kkkkkkkkkk, sya, maintain, relax.
breathe in breathe out.
school was okay2.
we're kinda rushing about racial harmony day.
ahhhhh! thursday is the day.
and tmrw is the day dat i cant sleep at night.
awwww, my beauty sleeeeeeeeeep. ))':

k, i'm soooooo sleepy.
i need my beauty sleep.
tmrw's gonna be a tiring day.
)):
selamat malammmmmmmmmm! ((:
mimpi manis kwn2.
saya mahukan hakimmmmmm!
lol. . . . lipop.

k, byes.
' ' 'syakrazy-.

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10:38 PM

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7:49 PM

hellooooooooooohhhhs. ((:

today is really soooo FUNNN!
really i tell you.
its sooo damn fucking fun.
i just love today.

no tuition today.
denn went to watch movie with dearest buddies.
me, atiqah, aniah, aini, nic n jep.
watched harry potter.
after watching the movie.
we went to century sq.
our intention was to go the 2nd floor toilet.
but dennn.
it was soooo packed.
while me and aniah badly need to pee.
so went to the 3rd level instead.

we take pictures non-stop.
it was sooo fun man.
denn we went to meet the rest.
and tooook such a long time of where to eat.
since we're all so hungry.
at last, we ate at mcdonalds.

den we went back taking 81.
and i reached home at 9.
soooo, i guess....
i'm gonna be dead.
dats the end of me.

kk, i gotta study for my common test on monday.
i cant afford to fail.
or i'll staybackkkkkkkk.
NOOO! TIDAK!!!
i'll post the pictures when i got it from aniah tmrw.

bubbyes peepos.
' ' 'syakrazy-.

; i scream my lungs out @
9:44 PM

hellohhhhhhhs.

hrmms, second post of the day.
haishhhhx.
i'm back to darkness.

hrmms. k.
i'm doing my homework now.
my physics homework.
which was supposed to be submitted by dis friday.
rajin kan aku?
heheh.

okehhhs, i'm feeling really3 wrong now.
i dont know why.
i just feel like cryingggg.
well, actually i know why.
but i dont wanna reveal it.
why cant i spend at least a day without sadness?
why cant i spend a day happy with him?
am i that bad?
well, maybe i am.
i wont blog it here.
but only in my diary.

haishhhx.
life oh life?
why me?
i just wish i was sleeping and i didnt wake up the next day.
nor the days after that.

i feel like my heart's stabbed.
kim, i need you.
i wish you know that.

i'm off.
' ' 'syakrazy-.

*tears and screams*

; i scream my lungs out @
8:47 PM

hellohhhhhhhhs peepos. ((:

i'm in school! ((:
in computer lab with my dearest classmates.
well, not only them.
me, tina, nic and amsyar.
plus some of 3e2 pupils.
only we were allowed to go to computer lab during this homewerk time.
for what?
to do our research for the inter-class debates.
and yeah right.
so much of doing research huh?
HAHAH! ((:
lol.

omfg, i dont want to do debate.
nvm, i'll take the reserve place.
lol. ((:
"this house encourages student blogging"
and we're the opposing team.
gawddddddd.
susah la seyyyyhhhhhs.
futhermore, i'm one of the student bloggers.
oh so pathetic laaaaa.

okehhhhhhhhs.
i need to peeeeee.
ooooopsie!
its cold in here.

btw, i feel all sooo okay now.
no more emo la eyh.
smiles. ((:
i'm now smiling and laughing.
and feeling oh-so-hyper.

kim ohhh kim.
hehhehe.
he's in class.
and ouch, i just bit my own tongue while eating bubble gum.
its hurts man.
gawddddd. -.-"

i cant wait to get homeeeee!
dont know why.
maybe bcos i love the toilet at home?
guess so.
next wednesday, gawdddd.
dzul's coming over my house too at night.
well, he's gonna be the only guy.
wakaka. kene bullyyyyy!
ntah2, halfwae thru the night while all of us are doing our work.
we hear snoring already.
ahaha. lol.

kkk.
i cant wait to get back to class and pack my bags.
aku nk balekkkkkkk! ((:
anyway, its ok if you dont understand what i'm blogging about today.
cos i'm just bored plus hyper?
hrmms. dont know.
just bear with me.

i'm off peepos.
' ' 'syakrazy-.

; i scream my lungs out @
3:19 PM

*cries, tears and screams*
argggghhhhhhhhs!

why must life be so difficult?
huh?
why? WHY?
shit man. fuck life.
urghhs.

omfg.
at the times when i'm starting to do my homework.
and when i really feel like studying.
confirm something will happen and spoil my mood.
fuck. shit.
fuck you la bitch.
urgghhhhs.
if something were to happen to me over something i dont think is wrong;
i swear i'll hate you till the day i die.
i wont post out the name of dat bitch.
bcos they've been talking about blogging and stuffs.
but i hope none of you terase.
cos its none of you readers.
its just dis one particular.. BITCH.
urghhs.

k, i've done my homework.
good girl right?
but tooo bad some bitches just wants to find my fault.
it really makes me feel like not doing homework anymore.
and slackkkkkkkkk. ((:

racial harmony day is next thursday.
i guess i'll be wearing kebaye nyonya top.
and jeans.
BUT.
if they dont allow me to enter the school.
too bad, all roti kirai aku tarik balek!
HAHAH. school suck, really i tell you.
i just cant wait for this saturday.
watching movie with aniah, atiqah, aini, syafiqah, nicolas and jeffri.
and dat's IF i can go.
but i really wanna go.
cos i dont need to fork out any money.
and i also can't wait for next wednesday.
aniah and atiqahh. weeeee!
they're coming over my place at night till the next morning.

okay laaaaaaaaaaaaaa.
syahidah tgh super bingettttt!
btw, thanks jep from making me laugh.
even though it was just 5 seconds laugh.
kim, i need you. ))':
sooo damn fucking badly.
*tears*

baiklah kawan2.
i'm off.

' ' 'syakrazy-.

; i scream my lungs out @
10:09 PM

Avril Lavigne -When You're Gone

I always needed time on my own
I never thought I'd need you there when I cried
And the days feel like years when I'm alone
And the bed where you lie
Is made up on your side

When you walk away
I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now?

When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through the day
And make it ok

I miss you

I never felt this way before
Everything that I do reminds me of you
and the clothes you left they lie on the floor
And they smell just like you
I love the things that you do

When you walk away
I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now?

When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through the day
And make it ok
I miss you

We were made for eachother
Out here forever
I know we were
Yeah yeah
all I ever wanted was for you
To know everything I do i give my heart and soul
I can hardly breathe I need to feel here you with me Yea...

When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through the day
And make it ok
I miss you

I miss you.

; i scream my lungs out @
7:02 PM

hellohhhhs. ((:

i'm feeling much better now.
thank god.
only deres still some stuffs stucked in my mind.
haishhhx.

and kim, sorry for just now okay.
bcos i dont know why.
i guess bcos of very warm weather.
and i'm feeling really hungry.
and i want to get home fast.
so i guess dats the reason i get sooo fucked up.
really sorryy bcos i've been moody dis few days.
haishhx.

tmrw, P.E.
urghhs, MALASSSSSSS!
PAHAMMM?
gawdddd.
and yeah, drama after school. -.-"
malasssss.

I WANT ROTI KIRAI!!!
wakaka.
all starts from me.
kempunan akuu. grggh.
nvm, roti kirai will be served on racial harmony day by class 3e1.
and insya'allah will be made by me.
but people will be needed to come over my house in the morning to carry the stuffs.
yay!!!! ROTI KIRAI.
2 more weeks to go.
hrmmms. ((:
i cant waittt.
and and. . .
i want dat jeans at bugis.
and i wanna buy a kebaye top.
((:

and btw.
YES PEOPLE, I'M SHORT.
GRGGGHHHS.
1.49 p.m. HAHAH!
hmphhhhhs.

i'm off.
SAYA NAK HAKIMMMMM. ((:
boleh?
' ' 'syakrazy-.

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10:43 PM